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Got my 9 months post 3xBEP All Clear !!!
This appt was much easier mentally than the 6 months one, but it's still not "easy'. Better; yes, but I doubt that it will ever be "easy". It's clearly a new life that I live. A better life. I just wish those around me * really * understood....I know that you all know what I mean by that. I struggle a bit with that sometimes...particularly today.
BEGIN RANT
It's 15 minutes before I am to leave for my 9 month checkup and work calls. They are in a bad spot in a non-production environment. They want me to pull some miracle fix out of my @ss. There's very few options to fix the problem. (kinda like cancer treatment) all the options kinda suck. Then they pull the business bullsh!t card: ....why It's costing us time and money.
I just wanted to scream to tell them to F*** off. It's not the person on the other side of the phone's time and money...or mine. The business will not wither away and die. In 5 minutes I've to go to an appt that is life and death ! .... life doesn't get any clearer or stark than this. I am shaking like a baby on the way to these appointments. I have a family member drive me to them !
Neddless to say I am back at home; chilling out, not ready to go back to this bullsh!t....I can't even enjoy getting an ALL CLEAR !
END RANT
Other than that I am ecstatic !!!
- Matt
This appt was much easier mentally than the 6 months one, but it's still not "easy'. Better; yes, but I doubt that it will ever be "easy". It's clearly a new life that I live. A better life. I just wish those around me * really * understood....I know that you all know what I mean by that. I struggle a bit with that sometimes...particularly today.
BEGIN RANT
It's 15 minutes before I am to leave for my 9 month checkup and work calls. They are in a bad spot in a non-production environment. They want me to pull some miracle fix out of my @ss. There's very few options to fix the problem. (kinda like cancer treatment) all the options kinda suck. Then they pull the business bullsh!t card: ....why It's costing us time and money.
I just wanted to scream to tell them to F*** off. It's not the person on the other side of the phone's time and money...or mine. The business will not wither away and die. In 5 minutes I've to go to an appt that is life and death ! .... life doesn't get any clearer or stark than this. I am shaking like a baby on the way to these appointments. I have a family member drive me to them !
Neddless to say I am back at home; chilling out, not ready to go back to this bullsh!t....I can't even enjoy getting an ALL CLEAR !
END RANT
Other than that I am ecstatic !!!
- Matt
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