Hi everyone!
I’m just now one year removed from starting chemo. Having a checkup next week and had a scan yesterday. Having some scanxiety.
My story:
June 2018 - orchiectomy right testicle
NSGCT stage 1
Oct 2018 - relapse elevated AFP 70
Nov 5 1019 - start epx4
Jan 7 - finish EPx4 markers clear
Jan 30 - markers clear - Scan show 2 nodes over 1cm
Feb 18 - post chemo RPLND - 2 nodes only show teratoma
March - markers clear
June - markers clear afp 0.8
August - AFP 2.2 (still clear) - post surgical seroma on ct scan likely
November - markers next week & scan 2 days ago.
I’m just having total paranoia. I want this to be over, I want to get my chemo port removed before the end of year (insurance issues), but most importantly I don’t want to go through more treatment.
I’m having anxiety like crazy and I normally don’t have that. I’m constantly feeling my left testicle and convincing myself something’s wrong. Generally bad output on life currently.
What is all of your experience with a story like mine? Should I be that worried? I’m just really looking for some peace of mind.
Hope everyone is well and ready for the holidays.
Thank you.
I’m just now one year removed from starting chemo. Having a checkup next week and had a scan yesterday. Having some scanxiety.
My story:
June 2018 - orchiectomy right testicle
NSGCT stage 1
Oct 2018 - relapse elevated AFP 70
Nov 5 1019 - start epx4
Jan 7 - finish EPx4 markers clear
Jan 30 - markers clear - Scan show 2 nodes over 1cm
Feb 18 - post chemo RPLND - 2 nodes only show teratoma
March - markers clear
June - markers clear afp 0.8
August - AFP 2.2 (still clear) - post surgical seroma on ct scan likely
November - markers next week & scan 2 days ago.
I’m just having total paranoia. I want this to be over, I want to get my chemo port removed before the end of year (insurance issues), but most importantly I don’t want to go through more treatment.
I’m having anxiety like crazy and I normally don’t have that. I’m constantly feeling my left testicle and convincing myself something’s wrong. Generally bad output on life currently.
What is all of your experience with a story like mine? Should I be that worried? I’m just really looking for some peace of mind.
Hope everyone is well and ready for the holidays.
Thank you.
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