Well, I'm new here and I'm a worried guy. Let's go back in time, January 5th, I had a strange testicle pain that grew until it was a bother to walk, I go to the doctor an hour or so later only to find my pain has subsided and my doctor thought it may have been epididymitis, due to the epididymis being tender, however me not thinking just shrugs it off and doesn't do a urine or blood test (at the time I was concerned with torsion, but realize now the severity of it) so I walk out, shaken but better. I noticed at the time of the pain my right testicle bulged, and after the visit (my testicles did relax and weren't tense) I noticed it was bigger than my left, not a huge difference and not quite a slight difference but I knew that it was common in the male anatomy so I left it as is. 5 months later, I have a freakout because I saw the words "cancer" appear onto a screen and my anxiety hit overdrive. So I got to thinking about that testicle, sadly I dug around on the internet (like most people who have anxiety do) and got freaked out more. So I did a self exam, and found one very small bump, if you would call it that, not hard, felt kinda squishy on the testicle. I still freaked out. Next day, I get examined by a doc, he says there isn't a defined lump there and he was sure it wasn't cancer, but ordered an ultrasound that day. I get it done, I get results, benign cysts on my right, clear on my left. Overall good news considering what it could have been. However I still examine myself everyday and it's harming me, I'm getting irritation and discomfort and I know its self inflicted not a symptom of anything but I can't shake the feel. My anxiety makes me prepared to have it rather than the opposite. Both my testicles are fine and there's no cause of worry in me besides actually getting it. Can anyone help me possibly? I know this is no way to live but I'm scared. I'm 18 years old.