Can't really offer any insight, but know how you feel.. It's definitely tough for the caregiver as well, it takes over your life. I eat breath TC, I try to stay busy with our girls and my husband and try to pretend I'm not stressed/worried/depressed out of my mind, but I'm a total mess inside, specially at work when they are not around. Xanax has been my friend at night or at work at times (people don't know how to act when they ask me about the status or are sometimes insensitive). My husband too has Bleo toxicity, but he only has the constant non-stop cough specially off steriod, he is on advair (don't notice a difference on cough, but he doesn't have shortness of breath) I myself have asthma and I start feeling better with prednisone within 2 days. Also my husband had his scans 2 weeks post chemo and he continues to have weekly tumor markers. Sorry long response, must be my anxiety.
3/2/12 sciatic pain, ER visit-multiple lung mets, admitted. Multiple lung mets, RP masses 4.6x5.8 & 7.8x8.4, spleen 4.6, liver 2.5, 4 brain lesions (3 Cyberknife 3/8/12 DX pure Chorio with RP bx. 3/9/12 started BEPx4. HCG pre-chemo 330,000-after 3/15 759,672 -3/21 272,206 -3/28 46,486 -4/5 11,326 -4/18 2423- 5/4 871 -5/23 176 -5/30 105 -6/6 97 -6/27 29 -7/6 16 -7/1 20 -7/18 129 -7/25 3122, -8/4 1105, -8/10 122, -8/15 37, -8/22 7, 8/30 3!! -9/5 8.4 start of HDC -9/26 <2, 10/3 <2, 10/4 2nd HDC
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